Sunday, January 20, 2008
im feeling as though im losing touch with reality
everything is blurred and out of proportion.
am i in a dream or is this reality,
i cant tell anymore.
worked today at orchard. felt a lil guilty towards sis cause its her party today but im off workin. but unfortunately, i cant help it. not a lot of ppl workin today at the hub though. lols. lunch was at the lucky plaza chicken rice stall with joy, pretty nice. im seriously gna increase in weight severely if i continue eating like this everyday. slacked pract the whole day today. same lame jokes and did same lame stuff but other thn tat not much. o ya, sis brought dnner for me to office. tx =) qq and i were eatin and like temptin joy. hahas psps. msged dear. after wards home thn was surrounded by relatives the moment i reached home. seirously bombarding me with questions bout work, schl, life and relationship. cut the cake with sis.yea, tats pretty much today. hm.. results are released in another 4 days, many doubts and fears are facing me right now, my parents tell me the same thing, that im thinkin too much, but i rather think of the worst case scenarios now rather thn on the day itself, tat will be damn scary. lols. freakin terrified now. lols.
valentine's day/7:09 AM